It's been a long and frantic week. As the flood levels rise across Mozambique, the anxiety in my heart mirrors the motion of the water. My friends are stuck; quite literally, they are stranded on rooftops, and time is running short. Meanwhile, relief workers organize food and water drops to the most dire areas. We do all that we can, and then we just do more.
And the bottom line is that I'm so tired. Between the closing of the year, and planning the ministry agenda for 2013, and organizing the Bishop's trip to Mozambique in April, and pulling together relief efforts, while simultaneously interviewing women who are only 23 and will quite possibly die of the most aggressive breast cancer known to woman-kind... I'm just tired. Today I'm tired. Today I'm road weary. Today I've seen too much suffering. Today I know too much. Crying doesn't change anything, and at the end of the day, I come home to my comfortable bed that hasn't been washed away with the rest of my belongings, but I'm just putting it out there...today, I'm tired.
It is exhausting when it gets like this...and you cannot stop on any of it. I empathize with you. CReplyDelete
I love you, girl. I love that you are walking out your purpose. God sees the suffering and He sent you. Just show up, and He will guide you.ReplyDelete